haiya.. back to blog.. today is friday.. finally can rest a bit le.. marketing test over le.. haiz.. sad to say tat i cant cope with that.. so many chapters n so many things to memorize .. its totally the same studying method as history ... omg.. tot that i can escape from history once i step out of secondary sch.. however.. the similar module appeared to follow me where ever i go.. maybe these are just an excuse for myself, but its real hard to study.. luckily i'm not in business sch.. anyway... think most probably will flunk tat paper... hope not bah... i will try my best to do well in my marketing project to pull up my marks.. faster go to 2nd yr of poly .. den no need to memorize so many marketing concept le.. 2nd yr will be PoA.. wahaha.. looking forward to it...
today just finish my com fundamentals test.. wa sian.. another paper that wun do will le.. so many things tat i focus on de only 40% came out.. haiz.. if can get 20/30 very happy liao.. haiz...
after tat is math surprise test.. not surprising at all.. coz the question is like no need to use brain de.. even differentiation oso easy.. + open book test... so bo liao.. already say its test ... still can open book 1.. den somebody is crazy ... haha.. ask me to do A math text book de differentiation... think he over estimated me.. but if got time , i would like to try... =X the problem is i need 48hrs a day!!! so many tests , project , programming assignment .. blablabla... omg.. year 1 only leh.. wanna stress us stress until yr 3 ??
haiz.. stressed... how to destress?? go shopping? wanna go shopping with friends oso no time.. its either nobody wanna shop with me or no time.. haiz... play online game? while playing will oso think of sch work.. play liao oso not "an xing".. so no point playing.. i'm so stressed!!
i get very frustrated with somebody since dunnoe when... i really dunno wats wrong.. sometimes its my fault for doing something.. but it isn't always my fault isn't it ? the way tat somebody talks to me its like always my fault... i get very disgusted with this oso... always objects and rejects me too.. + indirectly & directly suan me... didnt respect me at all... everything i said , that somebody will have something to argue back... never agree with me... i've been observing this for very long.. comparing how this person treats me and how this person treats others is totally different.. sad... i felt like i'm just an irritating stupid fool... if not , why cant tat person just agree with me? i shouldn't treat this person well anymore... waste my time... i'll learn from this person....well, i'll treat this person how this person treated me... cant tolerate such sucking n yuky attitude towards me any more.. i think our friendship ended long time ago just tat i didnt realize.. have to give up on u le...
* felt like a fool * haiz...
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